I am back blogging and it doesn’t come naturally. I blame that god damn bill and petition.
I am back firstly in case it helps anyone and secondly because I would feel like a fraudster if I didn’t record this part of my journey.
Back in September 2019 I got the news I was cancer free with no conventional intervention. Now I am here in Camphill, Aberdeen for 2 weeks of intensive mistletoe treatment, why you may ask? The answer is simply because of these bad boys
no nipple on show and lots more on the boob where they came from. I need to point out that during my 3-year journey I did not have these, these only popped up this year.
The reason I turned down conventional treatment was because I believe a cancer diagnosis requires a lifestyle change. You have to change the terrain of your body. My belief and I am not here to convince anyone otherwise. Your body, your choice.
Do I have cancer again? I haven’t a clue all I know is that my body has changed and I have tumours ready to explode through my breast and I am taking no chances. I never owned my 1st diagnosis and have no intention of looking for another one.
I believe we are all miracles and can heal ourselves. The more I study complimentary medicines of all kinds the stronger this belief grows. You know what they say, you are what you believe.
Back in 2019 my final results were no cancer detected in the whole body but I was left with a mass of something inside my breast that no one could explain. Off to India I went to celebrate my success and to finish my breathwork course and what an experience. India, I will be back.
I returned home in January this year feeling awful. I seriously had 3 weeks of sweating, no energy. I just sweated it out and then got on with life.
Around February time I told my partner John something weird was happening to my body, lumps were starting to protrude through my breast and something didn’t feel right inside. I would wake up during the night feeling weird. I also woke up every morning with a very dry nose that had bled during the night. Long story short after investigating a new led 5G light was fitted on the street lamp directly across from our bedroom when we were away. No one can convince me 5G is safe especially now that I am away from home and after only 3 days my nose mended. Coincidence-No.
I started to question everything, had my break of clean living when I was away set me back?
Had the turn on of 5G started something sinister. Look at this, now no longer on the website. I have a laptop full of research.
Another interesting read. Biolife
Was my body expelling my benign tumours as described in German New Medicine.
Had all my breathwork and releasing of trauma started a self-healing process, a breakdown of that mass. Breathwork and Shiatsu combined works wonders for the body, mind and soul.
Had my concern about what is going on in the world broken down my immune system. I am a big researcher and I don’t believe the mainstream media about COVID19, 5G etc, call me a conspiracist if you will but remember that word came from the CIA after JFK was murdered. I have done my research and the world for me now is disappointing and unsavoury for future generations and something needs to be done and fast. People are awakening and for that I am grateful.
Had all my worry and concerns for my family and humanity and the backlash one gets for airing one’s views made me ill, who knows. I tried hard to stop myself researching but just couldn’t, now I am working hard at trying to do something about it without making myself ill. I need to protect myself and make my world a happy place again and it is happening slowly. I love my work and it was taken away from me because of the virus as it has done to so many others in the world. I threw myself into all sorts of other things but I need to open my business again, the pleasure of shiatsu and breathwork is divine.
Did I do something negative inside my body or is this my body healing? Time will tell but I can say that I am 100% positive I have my health under control as for the World, who knows?
I was unable to do anything about my health during lockdown but as soon as I could I arranged a bio resonance and my trip here. My bio resonance showed I had 2 virus’s giardia and helicobacter pylori. Giardia I am guessing is what I picked up on my travels. I am also guessing because my immune system was low, I reignited my helicobacter pylori which I had when diagnosed with breast cancer in 2016. I used my rife machine (previous blog) for both and within 5 days felt so much better.
Now I am here in Camphill and I can honestly tell you I am so happy I made this journey. Day 1, Monday and first infusion over. After the infusion John and I went for a walk had a lovely lunch and picked up some supplies. Around 6pm a tiredness came over me and I decided to lie down on the bed and do a nice meditation and before I knew it, I was in floods of tears. I remember the nurse warned me you may get emotional later. I thought with all my breathwork and shiatsu all my clearing of emotions was sorted. From 6pm until 9pm I went through unbelievable anger and sadness with tears, snot and phlegm, 9pm and pure joy came to me.
What a strange night, sweats, vivid dreams, from anger to sadness to joy. When I woke up the covers were all over the place. I had been dancing and singing to “do you love me”. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUmTrLIaOhw&feature=youtu.be
On fully awakening I had to google the song and dance as everything was a blur.
A double dose of mistletoe at 2pm Tuesday . Afterwards a beautiful railway walk, an even nicer lunch. There are still restrictions here so we walk, exercise eat and sleep. I did some self-shiatsu and was in bed meditating by 10pm. I am a night owl, trying hard to change. I remember nothing else until I woke at 7am. Normally I would get up to my routine but today I lay in bed doing an extra-long morning meditation around gratitude. I love meditating and it has taken me years to do it with such ease. My routine is 10 minutes morning gratitude meditation and a 20-minute healing meditation before sleep. You should really try this.
Wednesday morning, day 3, infusion and my 1st fever induction day. I feel so lucky to be here and very excited about what is to come. I know we will have to stock the fridge again as the hunger is uncontrollable. My appetite is always good but the mistletoe has increased it. My children have contacted me and I have plenty of joyous photos and videos of my adorable grandchildren. What more could a girl want, a few books perhaps as today is fever induction day and I have no idea what to expect and what I will be able to do.
Friday midday and I am feeling normal again with just a few aches and pains after a temperature of 38.7 which kicked off around 10pm on Wednesday and stopped around midnight Thursday. Today is recovery day so I decided to get my ass into gear and post this now. Next week brings an increase in fever induction days and an increased volume of mistletoe. The plan is to rest and recover today and sight see and enjoy Aberdeen on Saturday and Sunday. So, my experience to date was a fever with severe pain in my lumps and bumps and lots of sleep. Poor John has escaped today sight seeing on his motorbike for fear he hears, “John, I need water, food, grapes etc” Now I know why you have to come here with somebody…….
Thank you, John, you are an amazing person, loving the sweet potato soup, maybe time to try a vegetable curry, just suggesting. Now for some fresh air.
This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor. I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.