The cancer diagnosis won’t kill me but Simon Harris and Kate O’ Connell’s proposed bill might. There I was happy living with a cancer diagnosis, minding my own business, looking for my cure to self-heal when Pat Kenny gives Kate O’Connell radio time to discuss her nasty bill.

I know some of you believe it is a bill to regulate alternative therapies, all I can say is look deeper.

It will take away your right as an Irish citizen to get alternative therapies in your own country for a cancer diagnosis, the only choice you will have is whatever the oncologist decides to prescribe.

If you want all choices available to you when faced with a cancer diagnosis please sign and share the petition. Team work makes the dream work.

Two weeks back I was on the verge of giving up. People had signed in front of me yet their signatures went out into space somewhere. I wrote to FB and Simon Harris, still no reply.

So please never give up, sign and share. Tell your friends, ask them to sign and share.

So,what inspired me to never give up, TREW FIELDS FESTIVAL

We need this in Ireland.

2 days and 3 nights of wonderful talks, workshops, great vegan food, organic drink, music, talent and dancing with people who had stage 1 to stage 4 various cancers. People who inspired me to keep on my chosen path and to never give up until that last breath.

Camping2 nights in a tent with John and 2 sleeping bags only, my tumour earthed for the first time and I slept like a baby. The lashing rain failed to unearth us from our magical sleep.

There were cancer awareness talks on both days from 10am to 6pm alongside four different venues with a variety of holistic health workshops and classes. Full, full days.

What struck me was the positivity, what you think really does matter.

“How your mind can heal your body” by David Hamilton PhD.

David has a PhD in organic chemistry and spent 4 years in the pharmaceutical industry, developing drugs for cardiovascular disease and cancer. Inspired by the placebo effect, he left the industry to write books and educate people in how they can harness their mind and emotions to improve their health.

The Doctor Patients Panel with Dr. Lauren MacDonald, Dr.Lyanh Dang, and Dr. Robin Fawcett, Family doctor, mama, writer, speaker, nature-lover.
Navigating life and medicine after BRCA2+ cancer. Inspirational Doctor’s, all with great insights and advice to give.

Leah Bracknell From cancer victim to cancer rebel.

Fi Munro PhD Live like you are Dying.

Professor Robert Thomas Polyphenols-The Gifts from Nature. My hero for banning sugar from his oncology department.

Steve Ottersberg how to change your genes- Epigenetics, a little heavy for me, shame I forgot the pen and paper.

The awesome Dr. Nasha Winters, Treating the Terrain, not just the Tumour.

The Metabolic Approach to Cancer  I could listen to this lady for hours.

Then last but definitely not least “The I’ve got cancer, what now panel” with Dr. Aryan Tavakkoli, Dr. Catherine Zollman,Dr. Nasha Winters &  Mairead Mc Dermott.

So many workshops, talks and demonstrations and all for optimum, positive health. So many wonderful people all in it together for the health of mankind.

I found the rebounding and lymphatic drainage demo useful, now at least I know how to rebound correctly.

Nothing prepared me for the effect of the inspirational breathing, it took my breath away and I am definitely doing the training.

This festival is a life changing experience for anyone diagnosed with cancer. It brings hope and inspiration to try different treatments and leaves the door open to experiment with all therapies available. Just because if hasn’t been clinical tested doesn’t mean it won’t work. It will never be clinical tested unless it makes a profit for shareholders. The pharmaceutical industry has a lot of shareholders to keep happy and one needs to ask the question is it money driven or health driven?

In my eyes this Bill will achieve nothing only to hinder anyone who refuses chemotherapy, radiation and the chemicals offered to an already sick body.

So, to all my friends out there dealing with a cancer diagnosis stay positive OPtimisimand if you ever feel yourself getting down click on any of the links above to lift your spirits. Join as many cancer forums as you can and empower yourself.

For those of you who want to know a little more about the Bill click here.



This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.

HELP is needed.


Simon Harris

Dearest Simon,

I know how busy you must be dealing with mandatory vaccinations, the damage caused by the HPV Vaccine, I think Regret has over 24k supporters, ouch a lot of people to keep happy. Not to mention the Mesh Disasters , added to a hospital shambles. I guess it won’t be long until you have a recruitment issue, more hospital staff required due to the increase of sick people when you roll out 5G.

Taken all the above into consideration  I am still disappointed that I have not heard from you.

So, my life with a cancer diagnosis continues with or without you.

I am happy, healthy, working, enjoying life and appreciating every day. If you did read my emails you should know I was diagnosed with Invasive Ductal Carcinoma in my left breast, node positive, estrogen driven, in August 2016. After lots and lots of research I refused chemotherapy, radiation, surgery and drugs.

It took time to find anyone from an alternative background to work with me, to fight this deadly diagnosis and now you and some of the elected government have hopes to prosecute those same people who can give health advice from a different perspective.

For those of you who don’t know Kate O’ Connell and Simon Harris have taken it upon themselves to produce a bill that will decide what we can and cannot to with our body when faced with a cancer diagnosis. https://www.oireachtas.ie/en/bills/bill/2018/139/?tab=bill-text

So, in my eyes you intend to slowly kill me and anyone who chooses the alternative route. If I cannot access alternative therapies in this country for my cancer diagnosis is that refusing me the treatment I deserve?

Shame on you both.

My petition against the Bill slowed down around the time I read the following (your words taken from https://www.oireachtas.ie/en/debates/debate/dail/2019-05-16/35/)

I welcome the fact that some social media giants have responded to the call for action made by me, Deputy O’Connell and others. They have a responsibility to ensure they do not become a platform for misinformation and I welcome the fact that some of them have made progress in that regard.

Coincidence I thought, no one would stoop as low as trying to halt my petition. I believe Ireland is a parliamentary, representative democratic republic and a member state of the European Union.

Simon, did you and Ms O’Connell have anything to do with the stopping of my petition on Facebook?

I am happy to meet you to discuss further, just not this weekend please as I am off to the UK to attend a Holistic Cancer Festival where medicine and alternative are very welcome.

Looking forward to a reply.



Now for the all-important petition. Please sign and share if you want access to all advice be it conventional or alternative if faced with a diagnosis of cancer.


This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.



When faced with a cancer diagnosis can the MIND make or break you?

I took a day off last week as I was tired and low. Yes, everyone I hate to admit it but I can get tired and low.

The last month has been so busy and my body and mind needed a break.

I am no good with time off, I had a list reeling around in my head. I find it hard to sit and do nothing. Okay I didn’t get up until 9am so I got my 8 hours, but once up it was go, go, go. As I am doing, I am thinking, I have to promote the petition, I have to write a blog, I have to wash the floors. I have to do a tax return. I made a list and it filled an A4 piece of paper. Lady Sobbing

I was overwhelmed with all the I had to do and tears flowed. Then I heard my son Finnbar’s voice in my head, suck them in Mum, so I suck them in. Then I get a message from my daughter Pippa, you okay Mum? As if she can feel my mental pain and sadness and Lady sobbing 2 you know what it is like once the tap opens, that is it I am afraid. The bladder is just too close to the eyes.

The light bulb moment…. I know my next Blog has to be the power of the mind and the importance of good quality sleep when you need your body to heal.

“When the immune system isn’t able to function at the perfect level, then there’s a risk that some of these rogue cancer cells will get through the net and start to cause trouble. … It’s very important that cancer patients learn to control and perfect the art of sleeping.”

Prof. Keith Scott-Mumby


I had a few wonderful days in London at the beginning of the month with my daughter and growing family and I can honestly say it was perfection, bar the lack of sleep. Oren, my grandson is a bundle of life from 5.30am, followed by Aurelia shortly afterwards and Grandma is a bundle of life after 5.30pm so it can be exhausting.

Spending time with them adds so much value to my life but I came back with a lingering cough and tired, my fault.

Then guess what alongside running my Shiatsu practice. I decide to help my partner John with house renovations. I went mad, cleaned out the greenhouse, planted so many seeds, washed windows, cut grass and hedges, painted doors and walls, you name it I did it, again my fault.

Then I did something rather silly, I decided to sand doors and boy did it irritate my cough, so for 4 nights I struggled to sleep, cough, cough, cough. So, I was feeling great and perfect until I choked on fine sand and got no sleep……………………. what a fool.

Life without sleep is like life without good red wine, desperate.

Seriously though sleep is so important when dealing with cancer.

We heal when we sleep so lack of sleep means lack of healing.

Then to add insult to injury have you ever noticed when the mind gets like this everything else is a problem, why won’t people take 5G seriously, why aren’t our politicians talking about its safety rather than its cost.

Why is it taken so long to get signatures for my petition, does no one care, why does everyone believe there is a cure in a pharmaceutical tablet. Why are we now living in a world where everyone is so busy no one gives a s*it, you get the picture?Upset

I guess you could say I was feeling very sorry for myself. Why?

I forgot I was important.

So, I did a wonderful Kundalini meditation and watched Dr. Habib Sadeghi discuss how emotions and thoughts affect our health.

Meditation came in my life, albeit badly when I started studying Shiatsu, 11 plus years ago.

I did it because I was told to, I found it difficult. I started meditating in earnest in 2016 when I got my diagnosis and I am now a big fan. It got me out of my despair last week.

Whenever you feel down get those earphones out and meditate, go on YouTube and search by your emotions and needs. If you can’t sleep, focus, feel sad whatever there is a meditation for you. If you feel stuck do a little shaking meditation.

It works 100%, however to get good at it like everything else it takes practice.

On that note I am going to take off my shoes and earth myself in this wonderful world while I still can and go and enjoy the sunshine. Then I am off out to search for a venue for an holistic cancer festival.

If you don’t believe negativity makes cancer grow read scientists have proven that negativity makes cancer grow inside the body.

Now for the all-important petition. Please sign and share if you want access to all advice be it conventional or alternative if faced with a diagnosis of cancer.


This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.



I am so late, sorry.

White Rabbit

Sincere apologies to you all for not blogging for a few weeks, it has been none stop and finding the time was impossible as my new life style insists on 7 hours sleep. There are never enough hours in the day to achieve what I would like to.

As I have another busy week ahead of me this blog will contain information that people were keen to find out about after my talk in Cork.

So, I was asked about The Bill that I am petitioning against. I feel strongly that if this Bill is passed there will be no alternative route available to people with a diagnosis of cancer in Ireland.

This Bill will take away our freedom of choice.

From the very beginning I have said I do not have a cure for cancer, I believe no one does. My cure is changing the terrain of my body so the cancer dies off, then build up my immune system and enjoy life to the full.

The relevant part of the Bill that upsets me is: “Prohibition of certain advertisements 2. (1) No person shall take any part in the publication of any advertisement containing an offer to treat any person or provide any remedy for cancer, or any advice in connection with the treatment of cancer, or which suggests that a medical consultation, diagnosis, treatment or surgical operation is unnecessary for the treatment of cancer. (2) A person who contravenes subsection (1) shall be guilty of an offence. (3) A person who is guilty of an offence under this section shall be liable— (a) on summary conviction to a class A fine, or (b) on conviction on indictment, to a fine not exceeding €1,000,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 5 years or to both. “

(taken directly from the Bill on Oireachtas.ie)

No treatments and no advice.

My experience is having to beg alternative therapists to have anything to do with me when I mention my diagnosis of cancer.

This Bill intends to slam that door shut in my face and anyone else who favours the alternative route.

I would love to know where these people are who claim to have a cure for cancer because I for one would love to hear what they have to say and decide if I want to spend money with them or not.

If you feel as strongly as me please sign and share the petition and keep sharing.

I wrote to every TD in the country and got 3 replies, lolso if you would like freedom of choice when faced with a cancer diagnosis please write directly to your TD.

Now for something more on the fun side, the Festival we spoke about TREW FIELDS FESTIVAL. Wouldn’t it be just awesome to have this in Ireland.

Inspiring is how I would describe it. You can also find them on Facebook.

Unfortunately, the aforementioned purposed Bill would definitely put a stop to this festival ever happening in Ireland.

I plan to attend again this year, if you are going please let me know and we can meet up.

You asked for more information on this poultice

Please do not use this poultice without professional advice.

The DMSO stung like hell for me but we are all different and that is the key when choosing any treatment. I think DMSO may be banned?

Remember this blog is my journey only and should not be used for your treatment. Take professional advice always.

I have in fact stopped using this particular poultice for a while as I don’t want my tumor to break up quickly at present. In my opinion the terrain of my body is not quite ready yet. It can do without a tsunami.

This decision came about because I had my annual Bioresonance after speaking to you in Cork.

It turns out my drainage system is backing up a little so the focus for me for the next month is draining my liver, kidney, lymph’s, intestines etc. I have stopped all killing on my rife machine at present and the focus is on healing.

I started taken Solidago about a week ago until my herbs arrive and what a difference already. I had been badly constipated for a couple of days and since taken Solidago my bowel and urination are almost back to normal function.

The power of herbs and mother-earth.

Perhaps this is the time to mention some websites so you can do your own research.

Also, FB is a great source of information.

  • Cancer healing, the holistic approach.
  • Curing Cancer Naturally-True stories from real people.
  • Cancer Truth
  • The Truth about Cancer
  • How to starve Cancer
  • Breast Cancer Alternatives.

Remember, I am not advising you to go down my route. I am sharing my journey and research with you. I found it very hard to find alternatives in Ireland and it will be impossible if and when The Bill mentioned throughout my blog gets passed as law.

I have to finish by mentioning 5G, it would be wrong of me not to.

It is happening right now, here in Ireland. If you value your health and the health of future generations do your research. So much happening on Facebook.


MAYCommunity health & environment telecom awareness meeting. Public. Hosted by Stop 5G Waterford. I will definitely be there.

Join stop 5G Ireland.

I have just signed the World wide appeal.

Drinkiing Coffee

Now for the all-important petition. Please sign and share.

Until the next time, which won’t be as long, stay safe and healthy.


This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.


Rife for Life.


“What if someone invented an electronic device that would destroy pathogens, bacteria, and even viruses with no toxic side effects? What if that same device could wipe out cancer by altering the cancer’s cellular environment or by killing cancer viruses with an electronic or ultra-sonic beam? That was accomplished years ago. The researcher who invented and perfected this device had an odd name, Royal Raymond Rife. But his associates and colleagues knew him as Roy Rife.” (author unknown)

I found this blog difficult, it was hard to recall and explain how I got to here. I only hope I can do the Rife world justice.

The best way I can begin to explain is, think about a glass being shattered by a really high-pitched voice.

How many times in your youth did you try to shatter a glass with your voice and succeed? I tried and failed only because I never hit that right note. Listen to Anthony Holland talk about shattering cancer with resonant frequencies,and find out what you were doing wrong or more importantly how we could be tackling cancer differently. If you open only one link on this blog please let it be this one.

I guess if you are anything like me it’s a “you have got to try it before you believe it scenario” All I can say is if you get the chance, try it.

I came across Rife whilst researching Diet and Bioresonance.  Be warned Dr. Raymond Rife is highly controversial, stay open-minded to the end.

During hours and hours of research most sites I visited agreed that the alkaline diet is based on the theory that eating certain foods can change the body’s acid levels (pH levels). Some suggest that changing the body’s pH levels can improve your health and even prevent or cure cancer. Most agree that there’s no way the foods you eat can alter the pH level of your blood but they can alter the pH of your saliva or urine because these are waste products. My understanding is that you could never eat enough food to impact the pH levels of your blood but rifing can help to achieve this.

So, my research had taken me from food to bioresonance, energy medicine and now rifing.

Rifing and Dr. Raymond Rife go hand in hand. Rife was on his way to a Nobel Prize in Medicine.

What happened?

There are so many conspiracy theories. Is it a case of no smoke without fire?


I see myself as a kind of the middle of the road kind of person. I try something with a closed mind and if I get a result, I open my mind to the possibilities of the sales pitch or in my case frequency pitch actually working. I couldn’t ignore my research around Rife so I finally bought my own Rife machine in 2017.

I now attempt on a daily or weekly basis to shatter my tumor with plasma. It is a continuous experiment for me. My problem is that instead of focusing on my cancer diagnosis I cure toothaches, headaches, constipation etc, etc I experiment on myself and anyone else who likes experimenting.

I am now 2 years and 7 months into my alternative treatment journey and I still believe 100% this is the route for me. Taking control of my own health is enabling me to live my life with no fear of the word cancer.

Trust me I am not ready to die; my fear is I may be a bit blasa about my diagnosis. Then again, I have zero faith in chemotherapy and radiation and the more I research the less respect I have for the pharmaceutical industry so what choice do I have?

Let us now Rife again. An interesting video I came across showing it is possible to destroy microorganisms with plasma was Rife-Bare Plasma.

For  those of you interested in research an interesting article. If you have no time to read the full article please go straight to conclusions.

If you are lucky enough to be in London on May 25th 2019 Nenah Sylver Nenah Sylver, PhD will present at the only 2019 European seminar,“Rife Therapy and Natural Approaches to Illness”

I know I am going to try hard to be there.

There are so many rife machines on the market but after a lot of research and recommendation I bought a Spooky2Since my purchase another great plasma has hit the market, Genesys.

I really do not have the expertise to recommend a machine but if I was starting all over again I would probably like the Genesys.

There is a frequency out there to match everything so I must mention that rife machines can be used for Lyme’s Disease and Morgellons.

I love my rife machine, I have used it to scan my body, detox and treat acute or chronic illnesses. I really enjoy experimenting with a lot of the beautiful healing frequencies. I learn something new and useful every time I use it

In the beginning at heavy detox stage I got tired. I couldn’t say if it was Spooky2, oxygen or the radical change of diet but I do know when it happened, I just had to have an early night. Early nights do not come easy to me but I am learning how important sleep is during the healing process.

So, until the next blog I hope I have opened your mind to the exciting world of Rife.

A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes.

Mahatma Gandhi

Now for the all-important petition. Please sign and share.

Phew, I found the above heavy going so it calls for a little light heartiness.



This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.





You are energy, and energy cannot be created or destroyed.

Energy just changes form.     

Rhonda Byrne

On Tuesday 30th August 2016 I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer and on Saturday 24th September 2016 I was having my first Bioresonance therapy..

I came across bioresonance after I emailed my circle of friends, who I knew were open to alternative treatments. Of all the therapies suggested bioresonance was the one that appealed to me the most.

My friend suggested I contact a person called Damian Wilkowski at D&D physical therapy clinic and after a conversation with Damian I knew this was an appointment that had to be made.

It was made perfectly clear to me from day one that bioresonance cannot diagnose, treat or cure cancer but can search for weak, toxic, underactive or overactive systems and organs in the body to strengthen them.

I still can’t explain the science behind bioresonance but then I can’t explain the science behind MRI’s and CT scans. I can only tell you it resonates with me more than drinking Gadolinium and radiation.

I may be the least techy person on the planet and have no scientific background but I have a passionate belief and years of experience with energy healing and the body’s ability to heal itself, with help of course depending on the illness.

I would now 100% recommend bioresonance as the first port of call for any health problems and 1000% recommend D&D Clinic  It is now MY annual health check.

My visits to Damian at D&D clinic were professional, helpful and totally educational. D&D clinic helped me beyond the call of duty. The bioresonance machine used at D&D is the Sensitiv Imago

Interestingly, Cancer Tutor suggests that bioresonance can support malignant tumors.

For those of you who like evidence based studies I came across this when researching but for me this article was important. Perhaps, it was because on my journey I had contact with Ann Devlin who features in the article. Ann practices in the U.K.

For those of you with an hour to spare an interesting video to watch

Now, let’s get back to those first all-important results from my very first Bio Resonance on the 24th September 2016.

The Bio Resonance showed up lots of various issues but I am going to cover only the results that blew me away and opened my mind up to one of the many possible causes of my breast cancer diagnosis. Below is only a small section of the report I received that day.

I didn't see it coming

So, my past possible infections were:

STREPTOCOCCUS LACTIS (GASTRIC WALL#TISSUE) IN REMISSION. Streptococcus lactis has a clear link with breast cancer.

HELICOBACTER PYLORI (DUODENUM WALL# TISSUE). Helicobacter Pylori also has clear links to breast cancer.

HERPESVIRUS (HEAD LONGITUDINAL SECTION). Guess what Herpesvirus could cause breast cancer.

My present infections back in September 2016 were also associated with breast cancer.



Just looking back at the results of my first Bio Resonance blows my mind, every virus I ever had or still had is linked to cancer.


I decided to include hidden possible infections effecting the organ from a distance because they show acid, liver, kidney, large intestine all filtering organs that needed attention.






For me Bio Resonance is now my first choice when unwell, for example, I was in London the beginning of April 2017 visiting my children when I became really ill. I arrived Friday, took to bed on Saturday and could not get out of it until Monday. It was only one of two times since I started my alternative journey that I thought I was dying. I just couldn’t move, I had a high temperature and felt awful. It was either a massive detox or the end. Luckily it wasn’t the end, the Bio Resonance I had when I returned home showed I had E. coli, a remission of papillomavirus and a benign tumor.

Now I was armed with so much more information, the next step was easy, find a way to kill the virus, make sure my filtering organs worked and build up my immune system.

I researched until my eyes ached and time and time again, I came across Dr. Rife technology. More on that in my next blog as for anyone new to bioresonance the above is enough to take in.

Now for the all important petition. Please sign and share.


This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.





Conventional gets the thumbs down.

Canva - Closeup Photography of Thumb Tack

The results are in or so I thought so on Monday 19th September I met with the oncologist, who went through my treatment protocol.

When I asked about the results of my MRI and CT scan, she discovered they were not available to her yet. I questioned how my treatment was decided before all results were in and I was told it was irrelevant.

Irrelevant to whom, wow…alarm bells.


A team of individuals had decided a treatment plan without even knowing the full extent of my disease. I may be irrelevant to them but I am not irrelevant to me.

Even knowing this I decided I would still be open-minded and agreed to attend an appointment with a chemotherapy nurse who would explain procedures

My chemotherapy lesson consisted of a one hour talk with a nurse telling me I would receive the drugs Adriamycin and Cyclophosphamide every 2 weeks for 4 treatments. Seemingly the nausea is so bad I would have to inject another drug the following day to alleviate the sickness.

I would also have to have a heart echo to ensure my heart was healthy enough for the drugs. After researching the side effects of these drugs, I understood better.

Some side effects of Adriamycin and cardiac problems.

Some side effects of Cyclophosphamide.

Then for the next 8 weeks I would receive Taxol again with horrific side effects.

Here also is list of late and long-term effects of treatment.

Possible long-term side effects of chemotherapy.

I was concerned with the amount of toxicity planned for my body so I asked what I thought was a reasonable question “what are you planning on giving me to build up my immune system” the answer “nothing”

Canva - Omg, Oh My God, Texting, Social Media, Acronym

I tried to discuss diet but got little response.

You are what you eat

I left knowing 100% sure that all of the above drugs where never going to see the inside of my body.

I decided my body was a temple with a slight problem, not to be messed with.


I received an appointment for October 5th for an Echocardiogram which I kindly cancelled. It was my birthday.

I then received another appointment for October 21st again for an Echocardiogram which I again cancelled. My intuition was telling me to keep searching for as much information as I could.

I was sent an appointment for 27th October with Oncology, which I asked to defer, I was given an appointment for November 10th.

I attended this appointment with my daughter, who was definitely subjected to emotional blackmail, which I really didn’t appreciate. The only example I can think of now is “if it was my mother, I know what I would be telling her to do”. Who wants to hear that at such a difficult time? My poor daughter.

I made it very clear at this appointment that I would not be rushed into chemotherapy. I requested another Ultrasound as I had changed my diet, started oxygen therapy and rifing (more on that later).

I specifically told the oncologist that I would be having no more mammograms, so I was shocked that when I went to the hospital on Monday 28th November 2016 I was booked in for a mammogram and ultrasound.

I refused the mammogram and because of that my ultrasound was done with a lot less love. As I was having the ultrasound, I got a scolding for refusing the mammogram. I was actually told “your tumor is too big to fit on the scan”, in such a way as if now there you go, you refused a mammogram so I am going to scare you. I actually understood why I was treated like that but don’t have to appreciate it.

The staff at the hospital were really lovely until you disagreed with them and I really can’t paint that statement any other way. That was my experience.

On the 6th January 2017 I was called to the breast clinic and my sister Marian insisted on coming with me. I was met by a group of people the surgeon, a nurse and one other.

I was told I could have my mastectomy. I declined, although my tumor was not shrinking, I felt great. I wanted time to continue on my journey with the thousands of others who have done so before me.

I asked for a 6 monthly ultrasound to monitor my progress. I was offered one last ultrasound but then the hospital would need an outcome. I asked what that meant.

I was told I would then have to start chemotherapy or have surgery.

Wow.  I do not call that caring. So, there I had it, a last ultrasound was offered. After that any future requests for an ultrasound would be refused if I didn’t do as I was told.

On Monday 20th February 2017 at 10.15 am I had that last ultrasound and my final visit to the hospital.  With the exception of receiving my results I have had no communication from the hospital since.

My greatest memory from my hospital visits was not the kindness the majority of the staff showed me but unfortunately the 3 or 4 times I was told I would die if I did not  follow the conventional route.

When I requested all reports, my final ultrasound stated signed off.

Canva - Sand, Text, Beach, Holiday, End to so many hospital visits.

OH, My final results were Invasive Ductal Carcinoma with features suggestive of grade 2 HER + ER- Node Positive.

Cancer Diagnosis Results

Fish Results Cancer Diagnosis

I would like to add the following, I am hoping it will  help you to understand me better and continue to read my blog and sign my petition.

The only person I allow to critique this blog is my daughter and on first draft her comments were as follows.

You come across a bit angry and I think you can expand more on your points. –Remember your audience may or may not know anything or everything about this subject

 Be informative and a bit gentler.

 Also, you refer to death a lot and dying. Remember some people coming to this page may have just had their diagnosis and I think you can refer to it more gently. (of course, if you think I am wrong on this point ignore it. It is probably a bit hard for me too)

Dying is a fact of course, but don’t hammer it home, not sure everyone is completely comfortable with it and the aim of your blog is to get as many people interested in your alternative thoughts. You need to be enticing not frightening.

 Respect the readers. They are the reason you are writing this so write as if you are their friend. 

(Sorry for sharing Pippa, your comments are so helpful and correct and just what I would expect from the sweet, thoughtful young lady you are. I need to share them and explain myself)

You come across a bit angry and I think you can expand more on your points. –Remember your audience may or may not know anything or everything about this subject

I am angry. I am angry for the little things like my treatment was decided prior to all my results being available. I am angry that I was almost bullied into conventional treatment and threatened with death if I didn’t follow procedures. But most of all I am angry with a TD who is trying to take away my support, my life line, a TD with power to do so. So, I apologise to you, my readers and friends for coming across angry.

As for me knowing about this subject, let’s just say I am continuously learning.

Be informative and a bit gentler.

Going forward I will try to be a bit gentler. A blogger and writer I am not and the impetus I have for doing this is to share what I have learnt and to ensure a Bill I disagree with never gets passed.

Also, you refer to death a lot and dying. Remember some people coming to this page may have just had their diagnosis and I think you can refer to it more gently. (of course, if you think I am wrong on this point ignore it. It is probably a bit hard for me too)

Dying is a fact of course, but don’t hammer it home, not sure everyone is completely comfortable with it and the aim of your blog is to get as many people interested in your alternative thoughts. You need to be enticing not frightening.

I have thought about the above a lot and even the title I choose for this blog was “Will I live or will I die”.

I apologise to anyone it offends but trust me it needs to stay as is because death is inevitable.

The question you need to ask yourself here is, does cancer have to mean death?

Look at all the advertising around death and cancer and then visit the alternative sites. Whatever route you decide forget about dying, learn about detoxing, building up your immune system and healing your sick body.

Stay positive, be happy, do not be afraid. Fear and stress are killers.

I must also correct something very important here, the aim of this blog is not to get you interested in my alternative thoughts. The aim of this blog is to ensure the bill previously mentioned never gets passed so you always have the choice to have your own alternative thoughts.

Self-healing cannot be regulated and what cures one does not cure another.

Always ask for a second opinion and give yourself time to decide your path.

Find the cure that suits you, stay positive and enjoy life, it is a journey.

So, on a positive and less angry note I have a very caring young medical doctor I go to for blood tests. He will do all tests available to him and talks to me with such joy and compassion and long may he stay that way. Thank you.

Oh, forgot to answer the last comment.

Respect the readers. They are the reason you are writing this so write as if you are their friend. 

Now you are all my friends I want to ensure you that I respect each and every one of you, even those of you who disagree with me and I promise I will never prosecute you for your choices.

So as my friends I ask you to please sign and share the petition, only if you agree. We all need to choose what is right for us.

Please sign and share, share, share.

  1. Will I live, or will I die.
  2. My conventional journey begins.
  3. My conventional journey continues.
  4. Sharing the news.


This blog contains my opinions, my journey and some of my research details. It is not in any way a substitute for the readers own medical advisor. I am not a medical Doctor.  I disclaim all responsibility for injury, damage or loss to anyone that reads this and follows any or similar protocols mentioned.


Science Finally Proves Meridians Exist


Reblogged from uplift connect.com

For centuries the ancient wisdom keepers and healers in several traditions had a keen understanding of the energetic body. The healing traditions from China, India, Japan and Tibet, as well as other countries all spoke of energy channels, meridians or nadis along which the vital energy flowed.

Life was considered to be a bio-electrical and vibrational energy phenomenon and so health revolved around balancing energy through various means. Life existed because of life force and energy running through and animating the body, ensuring we can move, breathe, digest food, think and even feel.

Healing traditions all spoke of energy channels, meridians or Nadis.Healing traditions all spoke of energy channels, sen, meridians or nadis.


This vital life force or chi, is composed of two kinds of forces, yin and yang, and flows along a sophisticated network of energy pathways, or highways, circuiting the body. Over 2000 years ago ancient cultures knew of the existence of these energy channels. They were called ‘sen’ in Thailand, ‘nadis’ in India, ‘meridians’, ‘channels’ or ‘vessels’ in China and Japan, and ‘channels’ in Tibet. In India, where many eastern healing arts developed, there were said to be 72 000 nadis or energy pathways. Disease is believed to be a blockage in the energy flow of these channels. A range of healing traditions, including acupuncture, acupressure, massage and yoga, are founded on the principle of the existence of energy channels or pathways, known as meridians, or nadis, running around the body in an expansive network.

While it may seem a little airy fairy to some to consider the energy body while we have flesh and bone, at source we are an energy field, embedded into another energy field. Our bodies are electromagnetic in nature and science has measured these frequencies with advanced machines, like EKG’s and MRI scanning, for many years. Numerous studies demonstrate these energy pathways and points conduct electricity even when needles aren’t used. And the massage technique of Shiatsu have been found to stimulate the same energetic effects. Similarly, Qigong,Tai Chi and the postures of yoga, have been found to increase electrical conductance at acupoints, yet science never believed in the existence of meridians until now.


Recently scientists at Seoul National University confirmed the existence of meridians, which they refer to as the “primo-vascular system.” They say that this system is a crucial part of the cardiovascular system.

Previously, North Korean scientist Kim Bong-Han proposed that he had found meridians in the early 1960’s.  Dr Kim Bong-Han showed over 50 years ago that new tubular structures exist inside and outside of blood vessels and lymphatic vessels, as well as on the surface of internal organs and under the dermis. He believed they were the traditional meridian lines. The meridians were called Bonghan ducts or channels, after his research, but now the existence of this system in various organs has been corroborated by further research.

The current Korean researchers now believe the primo-vascular system is in fact the physical component of the Acupuncture Meridian System. And it has also been suggested that this system is involved in channelling the flow of energy and information relayed by biophotons (electromagnetic waves of light) and DNA.

DNAimageThere may be a link between the meridians and energy and information relayed by DNA.

The Korean scientists studying oriental medicine with biophysical methods injected a special staining dye which coloured the meridians. By injecting the dye onto acupuncture points, they were able to see thin lines. These did not show up at non-acupuncture point sites where there are no meridians. The researchers discovered that the meridian lines are not confined to the skin, but are in fact a concrete duct system through which liquid flows, and that this liquid aggregates to form stem cells.

Previously, scientists used a combination of imaging techniques and CT scans to observe concentrated points of microvascular structures that clearly correspond to the map of acupuncture points created by Chinese energy practitioners in ancient times. In a studypublished in the Journal of Electron Spectroscopy and Related Phenomena, researchers used contrast CT imaging with radiation on both non-acupuncture points and acupuncture points. The CT scans revealed clear distinctions between the non-acupuncture point and acupuncture point anatomical structures.

Scientists injected a special staining dye which coloured the meridiansScientists injected a special staining dye which coloured the meridians.


There are 12 primary paired meridians and two single mid meridians, six yang and six yin. The yang meridians run down the body and the yin meridians flow up the body. Each meridian is also related to an element. Each meridian is most active at a certain time of the day or night and each meridian is influenced by an element or season.

The nature of meridians, in their elemental structure, and as vessels for the life force, show the intricacy and profound connection of our body at a cellular level, to the universe. We are intimately connected by the elements, energetic structure and flow of energy, to all life, at a cellular, physical level. Our earth is also said to have energetic pathways or ley lines, akin to meridians.

The map of acupuncture points was created by Chinese healing practitioners nearly 2000 years agoThe map was created by Chinese healing practitioners nearly 2000 years ago.


Our bodies need balance. A balanced flow or energy, not too much or too little, is conducive to good health. This is the same in the way we live our lives. Balance is paramount. Just enough food, water and a healthy balanced lifestyle. As the Buddha said: “middle way” or moderation in all things.

We can see this harmony and balance in life, as the balance between the energies of yin and yang – or more simplistically, masculine and feminine – the two opposing and catalyzing energies of the universe.

In our bodies we need balance, so a balanced flow or energy, not too much or too little.In our bodies we need balance, not too much or too little.

Our health is vibrant if there is harmony and balance between these two forces in the body. If the balance is disturbed, and the flow of one of these forces becomes greater than the other then illness arises. These forces or energies flow through very definite channels in the body, or meridians, and these are the body’s healing energy pathways.

In traditional Indian medicine, the meridians are expanded upon.There are nadis found within the physical body and these nadis make up the nervous system, the circulatory system, the digestive system, the respiratory system, the lymphatic systems, etc. Any blockages in these nadis can result in physical health conditions. Nadis can also be found in the subtle body where they carry thoughts, feelings, and nerve impulses. When these nadis are blocked, we lose our ability to feel, and connect deeply with others, the environment and ourselves. In the same way that veins and arteries are important for the body to function, nadis weave through our physical nerves and the matrix of consciousness that circuits the mind and self, supporting our physical expression from the otherworldly dimensions of existence.

YinYangChi is made up of two kinds of forces, yin and yang.

When the flow of energy is blocked, it causes low energy and illness. Practices like yoga and meditation work on these subtle energy channels, supporting the flow of energy through the body. According to some ancient indian texts there are 350 000 nadis or energy pathways in the body. In traditional Indian medicine and spiritual science, the energies of the physical body, the subtle body and the causal body are said to flow through the nadis. Within this framework, the nadis are said to connect at special points of intensity called nadichakras.

The three most important nadis are those running along the spine: ida, pingala and sushumna. The Sushumna is the central channel of energy in the human body and it runs from the base of the spine to the crown of the head and carries kundalini energy, which is the primal evolutionary force. Kundalini is awakened through yoga and meditation and is said to lie dormant at the base of the spine. Activation of the kundalini leads to higher consciousness states. The aim of yoga is to broaden the sushumna and to unite the pathways. Purifying all three nadis leads to overall health, and wellness of body and mind, as well as spiritual growth. Various Pranayama techniques aid in helping to keep these nadi channels open.

The three most important nadis are those running along the spine: ida, pingala and sushunma.The three most important nadis are those running along the spine: ida, pingala and sushunma.

If you are sensitive to energy and have had energy treatments, such as acupuncture, you may have felt streams of energy or a flow of cold or heat, for example, up the legs or arms. This is a freeing up of energy in the meridians and the flow of energy that is released when a blockage is removed.

There are many wonderful healing modalities based on the meridian system that support radiant health. By enhancing the flow of energy through the body, balance and health is achieved and we come in touch with our true selves. Acupuncture is a therapeutic modality used in China as early as the late stone age. It was used to treat all ailments affecting people. Acupuncture did not enter modern Western consciousness until the 1970’s when China ended a period of isolation and resumed foreign political and cultural contacts.

The range of applications for acupuncture and acupressure has grown slowly in the West, possibly because of the belief that it has no scientific basis.  Perhaps now with the scientific proof of meridians, acupuncture will become more widespread for all ailments, along with other great healing modalities based on the energetics of the body, supporting more people to have vibrant health and wellbeing.